Lost in the sea

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A girl on her knees crossed looking at a seahorse
Artist: Gaudi Buendia

Daydreams that hit me like cutting arrows. Inside my home, I look for the best way to control what has been on autopilot.

Reflections pile up on the door of thought that is never open.

Chained in the cycle of anxiety, I lose myself in the sanity of the realism that surrounds me.

My commands are thrown into the limbo of oblivion, while my shell acts on its own, without conscience, without life.

I navigate between the lines of loneliness, without belonging to myself.

I am a sailor in my own sea, but I am not the one who dictates the route of the ship

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